As I look up at the starry sky,
Wistful thoughts come and fill up my mind.
I know not how I can hate this so divine,
But truly it is so unwanted this time.
Crazed fantasies filling my head,
I don’t think that I can escape what I dread.
It’s hard to trust when you’ve been burned before.
Trying harder only isolates you more.
But when fate takes its course, I cannot prevent
Falling in love, right this instant.
Jovial lovers dance ‘round in mirth
While I, all alone, can’t accept my own birth.
Created solely on a scientist’s whim,
The miraculous horror of my origin
Is something that can’t be erased from my mind,
My haunted memory, not with passing of time.
Somehow she accepts me, but still I don’t see
Whatever attractive she finds in me.
I lurk in the night and I vanish at will
I want to run from it all but she still
Creeps up behind me, and I, motionless,
Am unable to move so I cannot protest,
Whispers to me, what I long to hear,
That when she is with me, she does not fear.
For this freak of a mutant, her love is much more
Than I ever thought that I’d be cared for.
It might be my doom, it might be from above,
This mystery of why I’m falling in love…